“My prime request,
Which I do last pronounce, is –O you wonder! –
If you be maid or no?”
-Ferdinand, The Tempest
Helen
Marshall jerked awake from a nap she had never meant to take and a nightmare
that she couldn’t remember.
She
looked around, her heart still pounding and her forehead lined with sweat. Rain
lashed the windows of her office and the wind still roared outside. The files
she was supposed to be organizing were scattered all over the desk. Some of
them were damp from her sleeping on them.
Hastily,
she started to gather them up as she struggled to remember her dream. She was
sure it had been very vivid at the time, but now…nothing remained except the
dull, throbbing sensation of recent terror.
Helen
put down the papers, gripped her hair, and shut her eyes tightly, fighting to
remember. There was something that
scared her horribly, but what? It wasn’t something that happened, she was sure
about that. It was….it was something that was said...a name…
Kobras.
She
opened her eyes. That was it! Someone had used the name ‘Kobras’ and that was
what scared her so badly that she woke up.
Well, she thought bitterly to herself. That explains everything, doesn’t it?
She
dropped her face into her hands and massaged her temples. It had been almost
three weeks since she remembered anything
from any of her dreams, and now that she finally had, it meant nothing
whatsoever to her. She didn’t have the faintest idea who or what ‘Kobras’ was,
or why the mere name should frighten her so badly. If only she could remember
more…
Helen
tried for a few more minutes, but then gave up. It was no use; it felt as
though someone had shut a door in her mind that no amount of effort could force
open.
Most
people wouldn’t be particularly concerned about forgetting their dreams, but
Helen wasn’t most people. Up until a few weeks ago, she had never forgotten her dreams. This was
because her dreams weren’t just dreams. Through them, she could see things:
things that had happened in the past, things that were happening now, and even
some things that would happen in the future. Sometimes they were clear and sharp, as though she were
simply watching from the side. Sometimes they were strange and indistinct; full
of imagery and sound that she would have to piece together and interpret
afterwards. But one thing was common to all of them: they all turned out to be true.
All
this made her sudden inability to remember them very disturbing, and what made
it even worse was the fact that almost all of her dreams of the past few days
had very definitely been nightmares, and prior to this she had only had one
other nightmare in her life.
Helen
gripped her hair tightly and glanced heavenward. Something very, very bad was
going to happen; she was sure of it. She felt as though she had suddenly,
inexplicably gone blind and was stumbling about in the dark, aware that danger
was approaching, but unable to see it coming or do anything to stop it.
It
wasn’t as though she could ask anyone for help either. Only a select few people
knew about her gift, and she doubted whether any of them could tell her what
had gone wrong with it. And she couldn’t very well try to sound a warning
without knowing what she was supposed to be warning about.
Thunder
and lightning roared outside. Helen got up and walked to the window to try to
work off some of her restlessness. It was all dark outside: she couldn’t see
anything except the dim, fuzzy glow of one of the perimeter fence lights.
The
Island of Matoul was a strange place to work, she reflected. She had only been
there a couple of months, but it had already begun to work its spell on her. At
least, that’s how she framed it in her mind. This wasn’t the spell of its
beautiful beach or lush vegetation. It was a much more unsettling spell; a
sense of having left the waking world behind and entered dreamland. Matoul was
a place where most of the island was strictly off limits, but where she had
twice been put up in her boss’s sumptuous villa when the weather precluded her
usual helicopter ride back to Key West (and tonight looked like it was going to
make a third time). She didn’t see many other employees, though she knew there
were dozens at least. About the only person she talked to on a regular basis
was, oddly enough, the island’s security chief, Charles.
None
of this really struck her as odd or unnerving; it was what she had expected
when she took the job. She had been told straight up that the facility would be
kept strictly secret, what they were researching there, and why they were being
kept secret. Nevertheless, the
experience of working in that kind of situation gave her an odd, disjointed
sensation; as though everything she saw on the island was somehow less real,
less like waking-life and more like a dream (the kind of dream she didn’t have
but other people did) than anything else.
The
door opened, making her jump.
“Dr.
Prosser!” she said. “You startled me.”
Dr.
Donald Prosser was Helen’s boss, though she had only met him once or twice. He
was a short, stout man of about fifty, completely bald with bright blue eyes.
He didn’t enter very far into the office, but stood near the door in his usual
stiff, almost military fashion.
“I
am sorry,” he said. He had a very soft, gentle voice tinged with a British
accent. “I was just coming to let you know that, with the weather, I’m afraid
it looks like you’ll have to stay the night.”
“That’s
what I figured,” she said.
“Are
you alright?” he asked. “You sound troubled.”
“It’s
nothing,” she lied. “I just feel asleep and had a nightmare is all.”
Prosser
nodded in an almost distracted way. He was watching the storm outside.
“You
know, I don’t remember the last time we’ve had such a storm,” he commented.
Helen
looked outside as another crash of lightning lit up the trees that were
whipping around in the wind.
“How
long have you been here?” she asked. “Oh, wait,” she added quickly. “I’m not
supposed to ask, am I?”
“It’s
quite alright,” he said. “I first came to this island…let me see…what year is
it?”
“1981.”
“Is
it really?” he said. “I’d lost track somewhere. In that case, I’ve been here for
twelve years this April. How time slips away!”
“Yeah,
really,” she said. She wondered if he had the same dreamy sensation about the
island, but didn’t know how to put that question into words.
“Er,
do you mind if I ask how you ended up
here?”
Prosser
turned his gaze from the window and fixed it upon her in an appraising manner.
“No,
I don’t suppose I mind,” he said. “It’s not a complicated story. I used to work
at Empire State University, but I was forced out. Professional jealousies, I’m
afraid; I’d rather not get into all that. After I was, let’s say, retired from
there, I went to work for Centron Farms. That was the biggest mistake of my
life. As soon as Xander Calvan got wind of my research, he told me that my
contract meant that it all belonged to him as my employer. I resigned that very
day, but his lawyers tied up my life’s work so that I couldn’t touch it.”
He
paused, glaring into the distance as he relived the painful memories.
“This
was the low point. I was now out of work and unable to openly continue my
research. I stayed with Charles.”
“Charles?”
“Yes,
we’re old college friends, didn’t he tell you? He put me up for a while, and we
discussed how I could outmaneuver Calvan. Charles had certain connections and
learned of the existence of this island. We managed to dig up a wealthy
benefactor and bought it off of its owner, who was buried in debt and eager to
sell. Then, with a little money and some help from friends, I put together this
establishment for the benefit of mankind, safe from prying eyes and greedy
hands at last.”
He
gave a weak smile as he finished.
“I’m
sorry,” he said. “I sound like a television commercial.”
“No,
no,” she said sincerely. “It was fascinating. Charles always refuses to tell me
any of the background of this place, so I was curious.”
“Quite
natural,” he said. “Curiosity is one of our species’ greatest attributes. It’s
what’s always saved us in the past.”
“It
wasn’t so nice to the cat, though, was it?” she grinned.
Prosser
gave a brief smile that said he recognized the joke, but didn’t find it very
funny.
“Well,
I seem to be on a lucky streak, but I won’t be so bold as to ask what you’re
working on,” she said.
“No,
please don’t,” he answered. “Though I will tell you that it’s quite possible
that this island will one day be known as the place that changed the world
forever.”
He
gave another weak smile.
“That’s
my hope, anyway,” he said. “An old man’s dream.”
“It’s
a good one,” she smiled.
At
that moment, the island’s security chief came running in.
Charles
Simon was a tall black man, powerfully built but with a very kind face. Like
Prosser, he was middle aged and had a soft, accented voice, but his held much
more power and volume than his employer’s. At the moment, he was wearing a
black hooded poncho, which was soaking wet.
“Dr.
Prosser,” he said. “We have a boat wrecked on the island.”
Helen
felt as though she had received a sudden electric shock: a large boat trapped
high on some rocks…
“What?”
Prosser snapped. “Where?”
“The
Eastern edge,” Charles replied. “Looks like it was thrown right up on the
rocks. Wainwright and some men are trying to get the survivors off before it’s
whipped back out to sea. I thought you’d want to come.”
“Yes,
you’re right,” said Prosser. “Lead the way.”
“Hello,
Helen,” Charles grinned on their way out. “Looks like you’ll be our guest again
tonight!”
“Looks
like it,” she said, trying to grin back. “Be careful you two.”
“Always,”
said Charles, laughing and the two men rushed out of her office and down the
hall.
The
instant they were out of the room Helen dropped back into her chair, shut her
eyes tight and gripped her head in her hands. The boat…she had dreamt that boat
on the rocks. But there was something else: something Charles hadn’t mentioned
or said that she had expected him to…what was it?
She
tried to walk back in her dream: there was the boat; a white and red yacht
perched upon the rocks like a toy thrown aside by a child, leaning to
starboard, great holes pounded into her sides. There were men: a small group of
men with ropes and poles trying to get the people out of the boat while the
waves crashed in around them…
Then
someone on the boat had turned to her and spoken…what had he looked like?
She
couldn’t remember. As a matter of fact, now that she thought about it, she
couldn’t even remember if it was a man
at all…but he had spoken, she was sure of it, and what had he said?
Helen
seemed to run up against a wall; whatever the man or the animal or whatever it
was had said, she couldn’t think of it. But then…the scene had changed right
after that, hadn’t it? Yes, it was as though she had turned around, but instead
of rocks she had seen…trees. Trees being whipped about in the storm. And a path
leading…
She
opened her eyes and sat up. She understood. She had seen the path that led from
the main building down to the beach, and she had walked it. Which could only
mean that she was supposed to do that right now!
The
elation that briefly filled her at having successfully remembered more of her
dream died in the thunderclap that struck that very moment. She was supposed to
go outside, down to the beach, in this?
She wasn’t even sure she could find the beach in this weather; it was almost
half a mile away through the forest!
Helen
glanced out of the window in the faint hope that either the storm had died down
at least a little or that something would appear and show her that she had
misinterpreted her dream and that she was actually supposed to stay inside,
safe and warm and dry. But the storm raged as wildly as ever and no such thing
appeared.
Resigning
herself with a groan, Helen got up and grabbed a flashlight from the front
desk. She had learned long ago to never disobey her dreams, so out into the
storm she had to go. Putting it off wouldn’t make her any drier the next
minute, so without hesitating she threw open the front doors and stepped out
into the night, bitterly wishing that she had thought to bring a poncho that
morning.
The
rain hit her like a hail of bullets, smacking her painfully every second. The
wind, which had been loud enough inside, was deafening out here, and every few
minutes another lightning bolt would arch across the sky or strike the ocean in
the distance, followed almost immediately by a blast of thunder. Her flashlight
was thin and flickering in the driving rain and between that and the crashing
trees she soon lost all sense of direction.
Helen
had been outside for maybe fifteen minutes (though of course it felt like much
longer) before she decided she was lost. She thought she was still on the path,
but she felt she should have left the trees by now, since they ended a ways
back from the beach. She was soaking wet, sore all over from the pummeling
rain, and with the alternating blinding light and inky blackness combined with
the roaring winds she was completely disoriented and close to panic.
Calm down, Helen, she told herself
firmly. Your dream told you to come out
here, and your dreams don’t lead you wrong...
In
the dim beam of her flashlight she spotted a turn off in the path and decided
to try it. She took two steps down this new path before it suddenly started
sloping steeply downward. She slipped and fell backwards with a shriek of
surprise, hitting the ground with a painful smack that spattered her with mud.
She
looked around. The lights of the main building were just visible through the
trees; a long way off. Dream or no dream, Helen was on the verge of giving up
and going back. That’s when she saw it.
Something
was moving among the trees ahead of her; something very white and very bright.
Helen
felt a chill run down her spine, since she could only think of one thing that
glowed like that.
Ghosts…
Yet,
even as she thought it something told her that this wasn’t a ghost, at least
not one that she need fear. The light that came from it felt very warm and
soothing when it reached her sore body. She couldn’t see what it was, both
because it was moving among the trees a good distance off and because it was so
bright it was hard to focus on. But the sight of it seemed to give her renewed
energy and she struggled to her feet.
The
moment she was standing, the thing started moving away from her through the
trees. She followed it on the path, about a hundred yards behind and ten to the
left of it. She hardly even noticed the rain or the wind or the thunder
anymore; compared to her guide, they seemed feeble and unimportant distractions
at best.
Suddenly,
the trees vanished from either side of her. The Guide sped up. Helen started
running to follow, slipping a little in the mud. Even in the open, she couldn’t
tell the shape of the thing; it was as if it nothing but a ball of light
streaking across the ground. Occasionally, Helen caught glimpses of movement
within the light, like limbs, but she never could be sure if it had two or four
or some other number.
Then,
all at once, the ground gave way beneath her feet and she fell forward with a
cry. Fortunately, she had only run over a very shallow bank and had fallen onto
soft, wet sand. Picking herself up and spitting sand out of her mouth, Helen
looked around. The White Guide had vanished as suddenly as it had come.
But
as she shone her flashlight around the beach, hoping to catch a glimpse of it
(though she knew that she wouldn’t need a flashlight if it were still around),
the beam shone on something else; something lying on the beach just above the
water line.
It
was a body.
Hendricks
regained consciousness in a jerky series of sensations. He first became aware
that someone was talking. Then (it seemed a long time later), he realized that
his head was lying on something soft and warm. Then, opening his eyes, he
became aware that a bright light was shinning in them, so he closed them again.
“Oh,
thank God!” came a woman’s voice, barely audible over the rain and wind. “I was
wondering what I was going to do if you didn’t wake up!”
Hendricks
opened his eyes again. The flashlight, which had been shining in his face, had
been set aside, so that its light showed the person who currently was cradling
his head in her lap.
This
particular person had inky black hair that hung down to her shoulders. She had
a pale, oval-shaped face that was currently spattered with mud. She also had
large, bright green eyes that were currently looking straight into his own, eyes
almost the exact same color as the dress which the rain had wrapped tightly
about her.
In short, she was beautiful.
“Can
you stand?” asked the apparition.
It
seemed a very difficult question. Hendricks couldn’t think how to answer it.
Mostly because every time he tried to consider it, the thought My God, she’s beautiful! popped into his
head and drove out everything else.
“Hey,”
she said. “Can you understand me? Do you speak English? O es que hablas
Espanol?”
“What?”
he asked, finding his voice.
“I
was just asking whether you spoke English or Spanish,” she said. “Can you
stand?”
Hendricks’s
overwhelmed brain finally managed to address the point.
“I
think so,” he said. He sat up, and as he did so he became aware that every inch
of his body ached as though someone had beaten him. The Vision put a hand under
his arm and helped him up.
“Here,
let’s get you back to the villa; it’s closer,” she said. “My name’s Helen, by
the way. I work here.”
“Hendricks.”
Next Week:
Chapter Three: The White Dog
I'm really loving this. Your writing style is great and the story definitely piques -- and holds -- my interest.
ReplyDeleteI stand by my comment from September. Two questions: Is Helen so comfortable with her boss that she can admit she fell asleep on the job and then start questioning him about top-secret stuff right away, or is she just an extremely confident woman? Maybe this seemed a stretch to me because I can't relate at all. My first thought would have been, "Whew, no one saw me sleeping!"
ReplyDeleteNext, I'm wondering why Helen reassures herself while she's lost in the dark by remembering that her dream told her to do this, and her dreams don't lead her wrong, when the fact is that she can't remember some/most of the dream and it was a horrible nightmare. Wouldn't she be terrified even more, thinking about what she doesn't know but knows was scary?
Well, regarding the first question, it's a combination of the two: Helen is a very confident young woman (she'd really have to be to work in a place like this) and has an inclination to speak before she thinks. At the same time, Prosser comes across as a very gentle and approachable man: think a harmless old mathematics professor with a quiet and rather shy demeanor. Her questioning him was another 'speak first, think later' thing, and she only pressed it because he seemed willing to talk.
ReplyDeleteAs for the second, she's not really panicking about anything horrible happening so much about simply being lost. Clinging to her dream gives her a sense of direction, which is what she primarily needs at the moment. I don't think she's really considering any kind of personal danger at the moment; just disorientation. Hence, she turns to the one piece of 'surety' she has for guidance.
Glad you're still enjoying it and thanks for the feedback!